Empty bars in the afternoon
By means of extemporaneous discourse a study of the curiosities and peculiarities of the human condition in its many wicked and wise ways
 [16] ConcernsOctober 24th, 2005 – 6:35pm Posted in  Thoughts 
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Small concerns inordinately influence human action.
Journeys, football, accent.
Small little things that make a big difference.
It’s a shame we’re all such slaves to such immediate, small concerns.
Maybe the cumulation of small concerns is what equals the eventual action.
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[17] Another of those choices October 4th, 2005 – 4:36am Posted in Events
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It’s been quite a hard few days. Last weekend was a painful shambles which I don’t want to think about again and things haven’t really picked up since. For the first time in a long time it feels like I’m being pulled down by events around me and I hate this. It breeds that fear that things are only going to get worse, and it dominates your mind as soon as you have a free moment. I made a decision a year ago to be selfish in choosing my company because of the effect my company has on me; and now, after a great year thanks to that, it seems I have to decide again. Life’s going wrong for people around me and because I’m so sensitive to that, it’s beginning to get me down too; this just sparks a chain of resentment towards them for making me feel like …read more.
